神秘博士特别篇：时间尽头(下)

【10/10】19.08.07 如果说有人教会了我心痛如死灰，这个人一定是小十。我爱上圣人，也是从他开始。 九百岁的timelord，双眼含泪诉说恐惧，目光坚毅面对恶魔。孤身反抗自己的所有族人，挺身而出守护一群蝼蚁。Doctor不会拿起枪，是原则。面对死亡，再恐惧痛苦，自身性命也无法胜过原则，但为了人类，可以。舍命哪怕只换回一只蝼蚁？他捶胸顿足，眼中全是泪水和不甘，却还是轻声说：It's my honor. I COULD DO SO MUCH MORE. SO MUCH MORE. 你早知天命不可违，可你是否知道，这天命，其实是你自己。 不得不佩服RTD笔力，起承转合，伏笔暗线，逐渐汇集于意外之点，最后犹如一颗尖钻破碎玻璃世界，惊心动魄一声巨响，漫天碎光谱成小十最后的圣人挽歌。 Two thousand and five, January the first. 所有人都享受着各自的happy ending。而从不缺伴的timelord，新年雪夜，在重生的剧痛中挣扎着回到蓝盒子，独自面对Doctor注定孤独又心碎的宿命。一声没有听众的，I don't wanna go. 这个结尾有着浓重的史诗感，如同一场交响乐，从之前几集便开始铺垫，情绪渐浓，最终在此走向高潮，宏大且悲壮。 完美的故事，完美的情绪，完美的配乐。这完美的结局是一整个团队的告别。离别伤感，不只从DT的台词和眼睛中溢出，还浸透在每一块道具，每一个镜头，每一帧画面里。 年少时爱魔法特，爱他刻意精心拗就的脑洞，追求那一瞬间醍醐灌顶顿悟的快感。后来再看，就慢慢品出RTD的好，自然，老练，大局之下埋细碎包袱，平衡厚重，浑然一体，震动心弦，每一句台词都是人物在泣血。无需堆砌几千几亿年的重量来取巧，以人类做衡也短短的数载，依旧能写成凡人难以承受的史诗悲情。 大概是时候重刷DW了。突然想到，我16年买的DT全集DVD还没开。 The End of Time 10周年重映。 有生之年在大荧幕看到了DW，和五年前抱着手机腾讯视频170M高糊看的我，哭得一样大声。 实不相瞒，从开头10th Doctor混剪开始，我就鼻酸了。然后旧版片头和配乐猝不及防开始，电影院的视觉声效让我仿佛真的置身于时空穿越，金色梭型logo一出，尖锐的配乐拖着尾音戛然而止，脑海深处记忆翻涌，我毫无预兆地泪流满面。 正片播完后，紧接着是DT最近录的访谈。他带着浅浅的皱纹和浓密的大胡子，谈着十年前。我看着他明亮的大眼睛，分明觉得这个男人一点也没有变。 可惜访谈放到一半电影院就切了，全场同时发出极度失望的声音。我回头，放映厅都坐满了，从白发苍苍的老人，到几岁的孩童。 时光匆匆，博士和whovian都在变老，孩子们在长大。新的一代会如何回望，他们又会烙上怎样的成长记忆？ 走出电影院等公交时，旁边一小哥给我递纸，他眼圈也是红的，说：He's my Doctor too. 一瞬间我哭得更凶了。 小十，my Doctor，已经走了十年了。

《时间尽头》有着强烈的宿命感 Four knocks, and that's the end of the doctor. Again and again, the master knocked, One, Two, Three, Four Yet time and time again, the doctor survived Just about the time he celebrate his survival came 4 knocks... Quiet at first, As the audience of the show, we all know where such knocks came from But of course, so did the doctor... Yet he didn't (and hadn't, whichever is the proper word) expect it, He didn't expect it AT ALL Why would he? He had just been through the darkest moment of his life, survived the attack of people of his own race and frustrated their treacherous plan to wipe out planet Earth and the entire human race. He had narrowly escaped his death and saved this world again! Unbelievable Incredible Nevertheless, the knocks came, on time, as in the prophecy. It was Wilf, trapped inside the cubicle, safe and sound. The only trouble was he couldn't get out, not without other's help. The assistance he asked for was at too high an expense -- a matter of life and death. The doctor could have left him then and there, since Wilf was an old man, and not a fixed point in time, not important enough for the doctor to sacrifice his life for.

Sure, the doctor was proud, if not a little bit presumptuous. To be honest, he was intelligent and saved the world loads of time as a time lord who could stand the stab of one heart, certain loss of blood and electricity current. But his rage at his pending death was not without reason. He wasn't planning to lay down his life for one person, for he had endured the pain of losing his very own friends and families in the Last Time War. He knew losses were inevitable, but above all, he knew the significance of family.

It wasn't a perfect ending as DT and RTD was to leave.

The doctor could have the option to power off the system by whichever clever ways, but this time, and this time only, he believed in his destiny, and faced death itself.

今晚终于完整看完了博士的第四季以及时之终结。时之终结的最后真的很震撼，博士的留恋，自我斗争，尤其与他的“奖赏”纷纷告别实在感人。给Donna留下了巨额彩票，回到2005年见Rose最后一面，最后一次看到她灿烂的笑容，告诉她2005年会是很美好的一年。在时之终结里，我从小十身上清晰地看到了孤独，特别当他看着Donna与家人交谈，最后走回tadis时，真的令人很难过。Donna最后仍然毫无那段壮阔瑰丽的回忆……人类博士终究不是博士，博士和Rose从某种意义来说终究是错过了，虽然Rose在平行世界有人类博士的陪伴，但是不知道为什么我看完了时之终结，真的好难过。博士看着心爱的人却只能，也只能给她祝福，目送她离开……聚散终有时，就算是博士也会害怕孤单，害怕死亡。我希望我也能够做一些有意义的事情，去见识更广阔的世界，不再忌讳不再害怕担心那么多的事情。谁不想与博士同游一次呢，哈哈。别了，小十，虽然第二季一开始我很不适应，一直想念九，但是到了现在我居然真真正正地在难过别离，博士重生前的那一段实在令人心碎，i don't wanna go……最后，表白一下Ood，他们真的好可爱哦，好喜欢他们，不知道后面几季还会有他们吗！第五季，我来了，虽然过渡期有点难受！